The Journey 4

Can I be honest…

Here’s the thing, God has blessed me with a great gift. I have the gift of discernment, I’m very intuitive and I can see and hear things that may not be clear to others. I’ve always had these gifts.

Sometimes I can touch a person and get a flash of their life, past, present or future. I can tap into peoples emotions just by speaking to them or about them. I can tell if you are a good person or not a good person. I can see death coming and I am sometimes visited by peoples past loved ones.

This was hard to admit, people think because I’m able to do these things it means I don’t believe in God, which is so far from the truth. Im not religious but I believe in God and I believe the Bible to be true.

Although I can do these things I still face problems, battle with my own thoughts, and sometimes I have doubts. I went to school for pyschology, so I can match my physical gifts with my spiritual gifts. I often think to myself how can one survive so much, when reflecting on all I’ve been there. I thank God everyday that I did. I’m watching my children have a completely different experience than I.

I am human and I have triggers and the thing about having triggers is you will be triggered. Thoughts about the past, someone doing something or saying the wrong thing, my parents, are all things that can trigger a memory that creates a thought, then effects my emotions.

I have to consistently work on myself, working on my thoughts and emotions is a forever thing. Luckily I’m marrying someone who is great at communicating and I can openly share and work through these things freely.

Thoughts about finances creep in, am I being a good mom, why are my parents doing this or am I doing the right thing, am I intune with being true to myself. These are thoughts that I have some times and I am a person who need answers, so I search myself and find answers tho these questions. I look at my children and fiancé and see they are happy. When it comes to finances, I lack nothing. I’m intune with myself by taking care of me first, doing things I enjoy and taking off all these other hats by just being Sylvia.

If there’s something I desire, I make sure I'm sure of it and focus my energy around it and manifest it, then I rid of all those negative thoughts and emotions and realize life is good. After all life is what you make it. So make it how you envision it. Keep growing and going until you get it right. This life was meant to be enjoyed and appreciated. We are meant to live heaven on earth and I will see to it that I and those around me do just that.

This is one reason I became a life coach, I figured out how to over come big and small things and wanted to help others overcome those things as well. I want people to know there’s a way to say “I’m done with this person or done not living up to my potential and start to doing, being and having exactly what you want. The bible says “he bless it and make it rich and he add no sorrow to it” let that marinate…

until next time tribe!